9/27/10
Posted 27th September 2010 by B'sMommy
I’ve decided that I really need to make an effort to get my feeling out. So I’m going to try and write daily if I can. I think it will help me with the emotional and feelings I am having being a working Mom. This weekend was awesome. I know that I enjoy my weekends more working. I almost feel that it forces you to make the best of the time you do have with kids instead of saying you will do something tomorrow and then you never do. I just wish I had more time off with them. I was reading some blogs about working part time and how sometimes it’s not always the best option. I always thought working from home would be great and when I had to work reduced days when I was pregnant they said I could work from home. So I did and I didn’t like it at all. I resented having to do work from home. I wanted my home to be free of work. I also hated when B1 would come up to me and I would have to say I’m working. He doesn’t know what working is, he just knew I was turning him away. So even though I’m here 5 days I happy when I get home or on weekends I don’t have to do any work and that I am grateful for. I’m also grateful that I got them to let me work 35 hours instead of 40. The 5 hours really makes a difference. Now I wish I could just get them down to another 5 to 30 and that would be great. I’ve been having trouble concentrating at work. I feel like I’m not motivated like I used to be. And I hope it doesn’t effect my work, because I’ve always been so good at what I do. I’ve been trying to think how or when would be a good time to bring up reducing my hours again. Although in my interview I asked to leave earlier in the day and my boss said no. So would it be rude to ask again. I figure though I’ve taken on so much in this new job and if I prove myself would they let me. Especially since it’s so quiet the last hour of the day. Ugh, I’m just not in the mood to do anything today. I wish I was home with the boys…
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