Welcome Celeste! It's amazing all the hardship that you have gone through and lived to tell about it. If you are willing, I'd like to suggest that you share your story of fighting cancer with our community as an article. I'm a moderator for the site, so let me know if you need any help getting started around here. Since you're home with the kiddos, I thought you might like to check out this blog.
http://www.workitmom.com/bloggers/orderingdisorder